Struggle Fest Part 1

 Exactly as the title reads. 

I’d imagine very few people know what it’s like to go into work just weeks after a bereavement. To give you an insight: I am simply tired all the time.

The best way to describe it — if you’ve ever been on antidepressant medication that makes you drowsy and fall asleep, it’s exactly like that, but without the medication.

I’m currently sat down, dreading how today is going to go, 10 minutes before I start. The day before yesterday I could only manage 6 out of the 8 hours. I was falling asleep, and what didn’t help was that the period itself was somewhat of a “chill” period. I found myself not focusing on anything, and after a bit of twiddling my thumbs, that’s when my brain started slipping into sleep mode.

Let’s hope the Weetabix with two tablespoons — I know, a bit much — with an Actimel yogurt, a seeded yogurt, an Activia Gut Health yogurt, and a green tea for a bit of caffeine does the trick for me today. If not, then there is definitely something wrong with me.

Well, it’s that time of the day for me. Wish me luck.

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